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Midnight Dreamer   
12:57pm 06/01/2006
 
mood: curious
music: Depeche Mode
Midnight Dreamer

Sweet boy,
I know not who you are
But while you gaze up at the moon
I hope you see my countenance in it.
The stars shine but they can not be compared
To the glimmer on you face. Your eyes - two big crystals
So filled with joy and happiness
That they are ready to burst and explode love
Onto the far corners of the universe.
So look at the moon right now and make a wish for all eternity
That we will meet in glory someday soon
But for now I will wait for you,
My lord, my prince, my soldier of love
To find me in my misery.
I will search the world with my eyes,
Watching for you who knows me with a glance
But even I, your princess of light, has to wait
And stare at the changing moon,
Dreaming of you close to me.
I hope you are well,
I know you are well
For now as a look at the glowing moon
I can see your face watching over me
Until we can live together for beyond a lifetime
growing together; learning how to be one.
Bright angel, you swept me off my feet
Without even a greeting.
I want you to know that wherever you are
You are always with me,
For right now, I am kissing you.		  
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Is it fate or random chance   
12:46pm 06/01/2006
 
mood: calm
music: Bauhaus
Is it fate or random chance how can I decide
Are we victims of circumstance when destinies collide
All the odds are against you but somehow you make it through
You can rationalize it away but it all comes down to you
Half our lives we spend waiting for the knock upon the door
When it comes will it be the one that I've been waiting for

Somebody's out there somewhere
waiting for someone to come their way
Somebody's out there somewhere
I will somehow be somebody's someone
Someday hey yeah

Standing in the shadows hiding from the light
Reach out in the darkness and hold on for your life
all the fear of the future all the loneliness inside
when the moment of truth arrive hey you can run but you can't hide

Somebody's out there somewhere
waiting for someone to come their way
Somebody's out there somewhere
I will somehow be somebody's someone
Someday hey yeah

I can feel it inside me I've been holding on so long
Something's telling me something's got to give
'Cause the feeling's way too strong too strong

Somebody's out there somewhere
waiting for someone to come their way
Somebody's out there somewhere
how will I make them mine
Somebody's out there somewhere
Waiting for someone to come their way
Somebody's out there somewhere
Somebody's out there somewhere		  
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Wired... The take over!   
12:43pm 06/01/2006
 
mood: content
music: Bauhaus
Wired.......

what a perfect waste of human flesh
what a piece of useless wreckage
tendon and muscle atrophy as I sit here
cracking, ripping as movement stops
it becomes most impossible now
strapped into this infernal machine
a slave to this electric daily grind
a slave to silicon and wires by choice

fingers slip deep into the keyboard
circuits explode, frying wire into skin
feel the wires crawling in under flesh
linking deep into my veins, draining blood
eating into my brain, becoming one
flesh, wire, bone, metal, muscle, circuits
a walking machine, it invades my soul
micro processor where my brain once was

eyes becoming infra-red, seeing everything
human and machine melt together, into one
my screams become metallic and loud
steel finger nails tear into flesh, exposing
wires where flowing veins used to be
steel where brittle bone once used to be
such pain as the change becomes complete
a new cyber-being is born into a chaotic world

an H.R. Giger nightmare of bio-mechanics
soon more will join me in this world
with monitor eyes, silicon teeth, wire veins
liquid silicon blood, deviant smiles
static making wire hair fly wildly
all circuits and micro chips and metal
we have become what we are, our machines
and together, we shall rule the world...............		  
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Wishful thinking??   
12:42pm 06/01/2006
 
mood: calm
music: Seether
Behind my head,
my hands
are chained,
Held together
With cold
Handcuffs,
Biting into
My wrist
with every
subtle movement.
Naked
Gooseflesh
Sitting upon
Cold concrete.
My back against
a metal pole…
A door
opens wide.
Harsh light
Floods my
World of
Sweet submission.
he enters
My life again.
Down the
Stairs he
Walks,
Clad in
Black leather.
he advances,
Whip in hand.
I weep
to myself
for he’s
come again.
He strides
over to me
and plants
a kiss
upon my lips.
My violent
Weeping
Turns to
Giddy joy,
as I realize
he’s here
for my fulfillment.
He’s come
to tighten
those cold
Handcuffs…		  
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Touched once...   
12:32pm 06/01/2006
 
mood: happy
music: Bauhaus
Touched once by sadisms kiss…
embraced warmly by masochisms bliss…
the taste of desire in all the wounds…
blood soaking my lips in the devouring of you.

Under the warmth of fresh razor slits,
temptation abounds and no more can I resist,
I indulge in the rich red blood
and the tears running down my sides into the mud.

I love the feeling of sorrow and pain,
the things I wait to share with you again.
I perch myself upon the floor,
as I will sip my blood forever more.

This is more than love it’s my life,
the things I need are arms and a knife.
To escape reality's sick humor,
I will bludgeon myself and pray.

I don't do this because I'm sad,
I open my veins because I can,
I love the taste, the feel, the touch,
And never do I do what people say, way too much.

I just want blood; it’s my closest friend,
after tasting it once I want it not to end.
Bloodshed during sex, all the more desire
because after it’s done, we brand with fire.

I love the rush of the heated blade,
but after erotica only, no other way.
Filling a chalice during the play,
with the rich substance, my heart has made.		  
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